Inner balance
John was a sociologist and he has studied men and women in the city,
this is great city; after a lesson, because he taught in University, he ended
lesson and spoken to girl student that asked some explication; he explained
some concept expressed during lesson and he invited this girl to drink a tea in
fast food in University. So day ended, and John entered home and red some page
of journal he lay down on the sofa, and slept. He dreamed that he was in same
city where he lived but in this city everything was different; every people
greeted him kindly, and much persons asked about his life and his preference,
persons that he didn’t know, but they stopped him on the street and asked, he
was very astonish, and he entered to University and nobody seen him, nobody
spoken to him, nobody recognized him and nobody asked about lessons and other. He
was very worried, and he stopped a student that he known and asked: “George, do
you want hear my lesson?”, and George answered: “Your lesson? Why? I think that
you confuse me for someone else”, and John asked: “Are you George?” and student
answered: “Yes, but I don’t know you, sorry”; John was very worry and he has understood
that something was different, he has gone to his classroom and he looked every
students that he known, and he asked: “do somebody knows me?”, and a student
answered: “Yes, all know you but you don’t us because something is changed;
very little thing, but your balance, or better your inner balance is changed;
you has not had some moment your inner balance; always you have tell about
human gender but you have forgotten that you are a man, and you have your inner
balance, very weak, because it’s sufficient something changed and you lost reference,
security and your assurance; then your certainty is for external habit, and
stop”. John looked student and answered: “This is normal”, and student: “Yes,
you have taught this concept but you don’t know it, because you have not felt
it; then when you lost references, that are normal and conformistic you lost
yourself and other, you lost your balance, then you are afraid, then you need
of conformistic reference always, because you are weak”. John asked to student:
“Who are you?” and student answered: “Your inner balance that you have to consider perfect balance between a stone and a feather, stone is references and feather is our inner balance, very weak and light”.
Alessandro Lusana
