Paranoic
life
Mark was a businessman, very ingenious, and he has
employed by very much enterprises, because his fame was very untouchable; a
contract with Mark was impossible if the enterprise hasn’t some million for the
salary and award. It is the gold side of man but an other side subsist in Mark;
when he could he attended a psychiatric, specialist to paranoic case, a
psychiatric very important that by now was a rapport to Mark that was
fraternal, in fact Mark has advised to him much times investments and gain, and
the frequentation, also domestic, was constant, Mark was the godfather of sons
of Paul, the psychiatric and the brother of Mark; and this choice has made
suspicious Paul, because Mark was for years long from his family and after
years he has reappeared; Paul anyway treated this case as other, and during
their meeting Paul has understood that Mark was affected from a far form of
paranoid; mark has enemies everywhere, in the finance enterprises, enemies are
always present, but real enemies and no imaginary, but although Paul understood
of finance, he has appraised that Mark was the paranoic; he told about enemies
that in hotels, some waiter that waited on during a dinner, alone personal that
he imagined as enemies or concurrent, that wanted take some secret. Paul,
beyond the consanguinity, was always direct to Mark, and mark has chosen him
for this. During a session mark asked: “What have I now?”, and Paul answered: “Can
be I direct and sincere to you?”, and Mark: “Certainly, you must be sincere, it
is as the investment, when I advise an investment I given the benefits and the
risks, because the costumer must know…”, and for an hour he spoke around the
technic of investment; and when he has ended, he gazed Paul, much bored and
Mark recognized it said: “What have I?”, and Paul answered: “You are a
paranoic, but the very paranoic, because you are very much egocentric”, Mark
gazed Paul and : “I am or paranoic or egocentric”, and Paul: “No you are
paranoic because you are egocentric; you think that the word, the waiters in
the first place, wanted by you something, but a question you given not to you”,
and Mark: “What question?”, and Paul: “Simple, what can want a waiter by you? I
give the answer: nothing! Because he doesn’t know you, you are a costumer as
other, and he hasn’t interest for you, because he doesn’t know whom are you,
what you make, what are your secrets, and how much your finance, why?”, because
you are a common costumer, but you must compensate your egocentrism, and as the
every paranoic you must search the consideration of somebody, and when it there
isn’t you think or imagine that somebody hates you, it is pure egocentrism”,
and after the session the usual dinner. Paul for an appointment made a dinner
in restaurant, and he met other psychiatric that spoke around the therapies,
and he heard a voice that was very familiar, in fact he turned and he seen Mark
with uniform for waiter, he gazed him and asked: “Do you want some useful
information?”, and Mark: “Yes, for this I am here, for know if in the word are
other paranoic”.
Alessandro Lusana