Inner balance

John was a sociologist and he has studied men and women in the city, this is great city; after a lesson, because he taught in University, he ended lesson and spoken to girl student that asked some explication; he explained some concept expressed during lesson and he invited this girl to drink a tea in fast food in University. So day ended, and John entered home and red some page of journal he lay down on the sofa, and slept. He dreamed that he was in same city where he lived but in this city everything was different; every people greeted him kindly, and much persons asked about his life and his preference, persons that he didn’t know, but they stopped him on the street and asked, he was very astonish, and he entered to University and nobody seen him, nobody spoken to him, nobody recognized him and nobody asked about lessons and other. He was very worried, and he stopped a student that he known and asked: “George, do you want hear my lesson?”, and George answered: “Your lesson? Why? I think that you confuse me for someone else”, and John asked: “Are you George?” and student answered: “Yes, but I don’t know you, sorry”; John was very worry and he has understood that something was different, he has gone to his classroom and he looked every students that he known, and he asked: “do somebody knows me?”, and a student answered: “Yes, all know you but you don’t us because something is changed; very little thing, but your balance, or better your inner balance is changed; you has not had some moment your inner balance; always you have tell about human gender but you have forgotten that you are a man, and you have your inner balance, very weak, because it’s sufficient something changed and you lost reference, security and your assurance; then your certainty is for external habit, and stop”. John looked student and answered: “This is normal”, and student: “Yes, you have taught this concept but you don’t know it, because you have not felt it; then when you lost references, that are normal and conformistic you lost yourself and other, you lost your balance, then you are afraid, then you need of conformistic reference always, because you are weak”. John asked to student: “Who are you?” and student answered: “Your inner balance that you have to consider perfect balance between a stone and a feather, stone is references and feather is our inner balance, very weak and light”.

Alessandro Lusana